Runaway

Have been reading the BOLG, a name which makes no sense but makes me laugh.

Spent my weekend getting schwasted with the Moores and Luke, my ostensible brother-in-law. Friday evening after getting seriously bored scrubbing the fruit freezer at work, I spent a few crucial hours painting my toenails and shaving my armpits. Biked downtown and met some fellow GS girlz for a beer and a snort or three of my Jim Beam (swaddled appropriately in a bandanna) and some bluegrass at the last Downtown After Five music fest. I don't know how many people have gotten to this point in their relationship with various cheaper whiskeys, but they basically taste like apple juice that burns all through your chest.

So the inevitable drinking of whiskey like it's apple juice began and I, with some help from the bravest of the bunch, finished my pint in a matter of a couple of hours just in time for dinner at Bouchon with the Moores. Actually we ended up having to wait for about 2 hours for our table, which only gave us time to get drunker and towards the end of our wait I could be found sitting in a storefront singing Patsy Cline. Loudly. We also went to a couple of head shops so that Luke could browse for a tobacco pipe and I could buy some hemp papers. Upon leaving the Octopus's Garden on Lexington, Connor in a moment of pure hilarity said that he didn't have any idea that there were entire shops dedicated to smoking weed.

Dinner was, to be expected, a miniature shit show considering our levels of drunkenness. Ashley actually doesn't remember dinner at all, though her lamb was to die for. She convinced me how much fun we would have if I came back to Waynesville with them so I drunkenly biked home and was scooped up by Luke, the only one sober enough to be driving other than Connor. Ashley was asleep in the backseat. I can't say I was surprised.

Spent Saturday cooking lunch, doing laundry and preparing a huge salad that I knew would remain untouched through a dinner of smoked ribs and chicken. Both were truly delicious, but my beets and jicama were too. Don't talk to me about trying to lose weight with a plate full of meat and potatoes. Jus' sayin'.

On that note, I have been eating 80-90% raw for the past week or so. Trying to get rid of my persistent headaches and bad skin, not to mention the quarts of toxins built up in my body from eating processed foods, fast food and unabashed chemicals. For the unfamiliar: a raw diet is a vegan diet of nuts, seeds, vegetables, fruits, grains (prepared by soaking and/or sprouting them), etc. Nothing is heated above 116-118 degree Fahrenheit since heat kills essential probiotics and enzymes extremely beneficial to biological existence and well-being. Maintaining a raw diet is very very difficult since it is pretty much impossible to eat anything not prepared in your kitchen. Almost everything is cooked except for raw fruits and veggies and hummus. Even veggie sushi has white rice, but depending upon your flexibility is still pretty feasible as a meal to eat out. My meals basically consist of salads, usually organic baby greens or romaine, with tomatoes, beets, carrots, cucumber, almonds, dried fruits (raisins or apricots), avocados and hummus. Add some Annie's organic dressing or some homemade garlic vinaigrette, maybe some sprouts and lentils, some minced garlic. Put on a huge plate and eat. Follow with an organic apple of kiwi or pear and some raw honey. It's delicious and I feel really healthy during and after. No more food coma! I'm also trying to do more yoga, bike, walk, stretch, drink water. A true raw foodist wouldn't drink beer, although some wine is raw (consult your local wine and raw food merchant, ask for organic wine without sulfites), but to eat raw in Asheville doesn't mean it's ok to drink raw when you're surrounded by organic beer breweries and blends.

All in all I'm feeling pretty good. I should probably do a lot more but one step at a time seems to be the best strategy for me doing anything. No one will probably read this anymore anyway. It's fun for me, I like to try new things like foods, which is why I maintain my freegan-ness into this adventure. ;)

Cheers.

Beers on Deck

Art and I took a trip to Brusin' Ales yesterday, hailed one of the world's best beer stores. Initially upon our arrival the power was out which voided our trip. Bummer. However, as we turned to leave, crestfallen, the power miraculously came back on! The beers gods have smiled upon us.


Here's what we got:
Smuttynose BIG BEER Series' Farmhouse Ale (said to be styled after European farmers' beers in the olden days - drank it after a bit of whiskey last night and honestly can't recall)
Moosbacher Schwarze Weisse Dark Wheat Beer (smooth, almost like the silkiest pair of slippers, nutty even at a less-than-chilled temperature)
Julius Echter Hefe-Weiss-Dunkel Bavarian Ale (oh! its been opened and sat overnight. Won't be trying this one)
Olde Hickory's Table Rock Pale Ale (unopened as of yet)
aaaannd a growler of Craggie's Battery Hill (unopened)

Art felt obligated to buy some Craggie. Its popularity is sort of half-hearted, with good ideas for brews but too much bitterness, mislabeling of flavors, false promises, etc. The distribution work has been excellent though. That shit is available everywhere.

Anyway Bruisin' Ales is awesome. I appreciate their hyperactive Twitter account for they will respond to any question @ them within the hour. Too bad they're out of Bitches Brew forever.

Cheers

Cheese & Rice

Sorry to have been m.i.a. dear reader(s?!), but I have been making some long-awaited life adjustments, switching rooms, cleaning up the layer of grime left by couch guests and committed relationships. I and my pseudo husband are no longer together in the romantic sense, though we still share a domicile, though not a bedroom, a long-awaited moment. Now I may once again make proper use of furniture, floor space, wall space, putting things in their proper places, etc. Further, both he and our other housemate Sam have been very busy with work and/or school in the past few weeks, meaning that my days off are oft spent alone at the house cooking and watching Netflix. Or not writing, trying to finagle my reinstitution as a university student at UNC Asheville. My initial essay was deleted when Art closed my open tabs in Firefox, despite my requests to not close my open tabs as they may well be incomplete essays or some other important document. Oh well, ground rules are being laid.

Overall everything is much clearer and less, um, fucking awful, now that I am back to my comfortable state of single FOR GOOD THIS TIME. No more of this back and forth shit. And since I am now out of Chapel Hill, there is no cause for relapse as a result of environmental pressures and general dystopia. No offense Chapel Hill, I just fucking hate you is all. Even you, little Carrboro. Some of your inhabitants are quite wonderful, and I am happy for them that they can coexist happily with your flat, hot, useless and yet pretentious little aura, but they can and cheers. Their college degree will look better than mine. Or will it? 35,000 students, half of undergrad courses taught by 22-year-olds (a group proven to have no brains), arbitrary distinctions between clever and workable into a corporation etc. vs. 3,500 students, liberal arts atmosphere (shame on you Chapel Hill for even using those words to describe anything on your campus), virtually no athletics or “school spirit” whatsoever (FUCK YES still my biggest draw to UNCA), tiny discussion-based classes. I choose the latter, obviously.

In the meantime I have been working downtown and all the while trying to find ways to make my ends meet on craigslist. I have done a bit of modeling and while the $25+/hr is nice, the gigs are few and far-ish between. I may have a more consistent gig set up starting this week, depending upon how the initial work goes. I have also volunteered at a couple of downtown music events, and while they don’t exactly pay, volunteers get between 3-5 free drinks plus shift drinks plus no one really notices if you sneak an extra beer. On Sunday at the LAAFF (Lexington Avenue Arts & Fun Festival), I sold beer from 6-8:30 and made $50 in tips, plus 4 free high gravity organic beers (Pisgah Belgian Tripel Solstice, 12% ABV). Everyone working with me kept asking me questions and when I explained that I actually didn’t know what was going on any more than they did they apologized saying that I just seemed so together in the face of the huge crowds. I wanted to just tell them to work at a restaurant for 3 months and they would be the same way. Maybe they wouldn’t, some people just don’t have the demeanor for customer service. All in all, it’s a good deal for something I do not find to be stressful and I get an invitation to a sweet party put on by the Asheville Downtown Association in November at this fancy bar downtown. Free drinks, free cocktails, meeting funny people. It’s not bad at all.

Trying to find a real second job is difficult though. I have a third interview tomorrow afternoon at this Italian café with two different restaurants in Asheville, both at unbikeable distances from my house. Oh well. There really seems to not be a choice and as long as I can hold out until May I can get a real life bartending job somewhere. The menu seems good though, the prices are high and the wine list is extensive. I could definitely work with that situation. I just really need a second job. 25 hours a week is not cutting it, not when I’m out of school. I’m getting bored playing house with myself.

However, much of my free time is being spent with new and old friends alike, including a lot of the chill people that went to Hanover as well as my co-workers at the Green Sage, all of whom are super fun, laid-back and down for whatever, an underrated quality. We have gone out a couple of times and my friend Heather slept over on my couch on Friday night. We made popcorn and watched the Boondock Saints, which is really a dumb movie but the cheesy rice I made halfway through totally made up for it. Last night after the LAAFF my friend Ellie and I loitered in front of bars with her dog Yula, ran into people we work with and drank vodka and liqueurs in a gallery on the corner. We talked about watching the X-Files on her projector (ah, projectors!) but were both to exhausted by the shitshow that was downtown all day to do anything but go to our respective beds and pass out.

My plans for the rest of the evening are similar to last night: have a beer (Starr Hill Lucy), read some of The Grapes of Wrath since I finished Despair last week (awesome!), watch the X-Files until I fall asleep, get up at 7 to bike to work. All in all, not a bad Labor Day, and a few steps up from the super pathetic feeling of loneliness that was ironically shed the second I uncoupled myself. Now I can be myself yet again.

AUGUST?!?!?

Next up I will relay my 21st (! yes you read it right!) birthday vacation to Boston, complete with new-shoe blisters, legally acquired bloody marys, and, perhaps the ironic highlight of TWILIGHT: ECLIPSE (read: EPIC). Still to come... perhaps tomorrow since I don't have to be up at 6:45!

FOR NOW: As if you needed a reason to come to Asheville other than dank beer, food, greens, and company, how about adding the best festival lineup this side of the Atlantic to the temptation: www.moogfest.com. The lineup has yet to be announced and we ALREADY know that Caribou, Big Boi of Outkast, and Jonsi of Sigur Ros will be HERE in Asheville NC the weekend of Halloween. Hell. Yes. Get your butts up here for the greatest 3 days ever.

I have cramps and a need to watch the X-Files. Scully is lookin' extra fly these days.

Marbles & Bouillabaisse

Above I wanted to include a photograph of a pan that my new housemate Rachael has left sitting full of congealing bacon fat since before I moved in, two weeks ago on Sunday. My new house is extremely old and crooked, just like the "historic houses" I always dreamed of renting in downtown Wilmington. Like if you were to set a marble on the floor it would roll to the corner nearest to the bathroom, bounce off the baseboards a couple of times and then rattle to a stop. I have tried this. It happens. Success #1.

Success #2 will come when I can successfully passive-aggressively get Rachael to clean her god damn bacon pan. It wouldn't be so disgusting if she hadn't cooked in it at least three times without washing it once. In my initial dish washing, I ran a sponge over the undulating fat to no avail and was therefore forced to make a decision I have faced many times before: let the filth sit and irk me until it gets cleaned (i.e. never) or clean it myself. Strangely, I chose the former, I guess because I refuse to act as house bitch ever again. Over the two weeks since my arrival, the pan has moved to cooked eggrolls and bacon two more times (Rachael feels that her choice to cook and eat an entire package of bacon for breakfast two days in a row is legitimate I guess), but has never once shown signs of scrubbing. Therefore, in my fifth round of doing all the dishes this afternoon, I chose to remove the pan from the sink, still coated in lard and general filth, and have set it delicately upon the arm of the horrifying pleather couch in the living room, still considering what my passive aggressive note will read.

Option #1: Dear Rachael, you and your cat are fucking fat and gross and this is why. Clean up after your god damn self. Love, Jesse

Option #2: I am not going to clean this. Please get it out of the way. If it is not clean in 48 hours, I will throw it away. Please do not use the kitchen again until you learn to clean up after yourself. I am not your grandmother/mother/maid/bitch. Thx.

Option #3: Maybe if you got up before 5pm you would have time to do something other than cocaine.

I think that Option #2 is the most tactful. You might be wondering why I won't just ask her nicely to clean her pan. Well, because I'm afraid of her. Art thinks that she killed Alex (his adorable barn kitten, formerly known as Frosty, now MIA). She's probably 40 pounds heavier than me (a feat for her 5'4"ish frame) and covered in weird tattoos and on her car, scrawled in what looks like White Out, "Sissy girls suck." While I may agree with this sentiment, I would never in a million years paint the mantra onto my car. This requires a certain degree of psychosis. These, coupled with her three legged cat Lucifer who hops around on his front stump of a leg, ensure my silence. On top of that, she's dumb, i.e. wants us to close the windows during the day to "keep the cool air inside." Now, even for those of us not well-versed in physics this seems a little counter intuitive considering that this house leaks air (old, remember?) and the temperature is never actually that hot (this coming from a former resident of the Piedmont, the true hell of North Carolina).

On the bright side, Rachael has BOUGHT a house on S. French Broad which she will be moving into at the end of the month (good luck living in total squalor, honey) and my other housemates, Sam, Art, and the temporary addition of Sam's brother Tom, are low maintenance. The three will plat Left 4 Dead on XBox Live until 4am. I am in bed by 1 most nights, exhausted from gallivanting around downtown looking for work. However, I seem to have found myself some employment at The Green Sage Coffeehouse & Cafe - just part-time for now but the FOH manager was SO nice and the GM made me laugh my ass off. Sounds like a good place for me. Apparently one gets scheduled in accordance with the quality of one's work, so I'm pretty much down. Furthermore, I discovered very soon after my interview that my old ILM friend Rachel works there as well. Shazam! Success #3.

Success #4 will occur when I actually get some hours. Waiting on my god damn security deposit refund from Sunset, but other than that and some generous contributions from my mother I am close to broke. Therefore, I am baking my own bread, will soon be making my own hummus once I wrangle up my food processor from Chapel Thrill. These basics, along with some occasional local tomatoes, oranges, and squash from the Moore garden are acting quite admirably as sustenance. I've made a number of pasta salads!

Success #5 is the free food and half-price drinks I get from Bouchon where Art is cooking five afternoons and nights a week. He gets Wednesdays and Thursdays off and we run errands, go out to lunch or dinner, watch Netflix instant play on the TV, buy puzzles, clean, smoke weed. It's all very domestic. The food is French country, from bouillabaisse to Crepes Suzette, the bartenders are very sweet and know my name (and don't card me!) (15 days!), and the wine list actually makes me LOL. And he looks so cute with his little glasses on, sautéing the evening away.

All in all I've been reading on the porch a lot (I have a porch!), driving through the mountains and getting all teary because I actually live in a place this beautiful. The Netflix is nice and I can't wait until I can contribute financially to my new home. It feels like that, you know. I can't explain it very well, but it's probably the $285/month rent.

Job Interview = Bonding Experience

Upon the rare occasion when a job interview feels oddly like a bonding experience, take the job.

The Healing Waters of the Haw River and the Stratford Hills Pool

I was imagining today what I have imagined thousands of times: what my life would be like as a movie. Lots of great editing, capturing the ironic moments, weeding out the banal; a great and eclectic soundtrack; first-person narration (obviously). Like "This American Life" or a Christopher Guest movie ("Best in Show"), a mockumentary with subtlety.

I wonder how I could mockument my most recent escapades.

1) the omnipresent job search. Fuck my job. Of course my job would suck, but working in one of the richest towns in North Carolina doesn't make me wriggle with delight since it's necessary to act like a sycophantic moron and a TARHEEL 4 LYFE which is boring beyond all comprehension. Need 2 free ur minds, ppl. Or at least go on vacation, sheesh.

2) This hotass Piedmont weather combined with the SUNderstorms is slowing my roll.

3) Getting the hell out of dodge, aka Operation EMOFS (Ensuring My Own Future Sanity) by withdrawing from UNC and taking off a bit of time from university study in order to a) rest b) transfer somewhere that doesn't make me want to plant LSD or cyanide in the water supply (WATCH OUT OWASA - jk y'all). But seriously this TARHEEL SPIRIT makes me sick, but I'm going to try to think of the reasons why I want to move to ASHEVILLE instead.

1A [for Asheville]) Art (A!) is there, who I miss a lot.

2A) UNC-A is also in Asheville, the very school that I have, at least once a semester since beginning college, seriously considered transferring to in order to enroll in their awesome creative writing program as well as the academic opportunities for me at a less psychotically competitive rich kid school, namely good grades when I earn them as opposed to how much Adderall I take before the final. Fuck the latter.

3A) Fuck pooling tips and every shitty serving job I've had in this richass town. Just tryin'a serve (and eat!) some good, healthy food and serve/drink some legit beer, and, oh yeah, not to pool tips! I feel confident in the food and drink scene of Asheville being able to provide me with some gainful employment opportunities.

4A) The Piedmont sucks so bad geographically and meteorologically. Gotta get outta here.

So in the meantime (my move date is tentatively post-21st birthday), I am driving, biking, swimming, and walking aimlessly around town with people I like AND/OR reading and watching "This American Life" on my couch or in my bed with my cat sleeping next to me in my cute downtown apartment that I wish I had had while I could have appreciated it.

Though no one will read this until I Facebook status it (and probably not then, after all, remember that France = U.S.A. but is still WAY less boring), I will miss some of you. Glad that you can do it here and that the Tarheelz will win at bball again someday, but I am moving on. Feel free to crash after an Orange Peel show if you feel inclined. Broken Social Scene is playing in September!